Is PA school hard?
This is one question I get asked all the time: Is PA school difficult?
Of course it is, in many ways it is equally as rigorous as medical school.
As students in the first year didactic portion we took many of our classes with medical students.
Although, we were graded independently we were still required to maintain a very high score.
Just one score below the required percentile landed you in remediation. Another was means for dismissal from the program. I saw this happen more than once. In fact, we lost 4 students in the first year from our already small class.
This led to many long nights pondering my decision to attend PA school. The tests were extremely challenging and the breadth of material was at times overwhelming.
Once I received my National Health Service Corps scholarship I had another layer of stress: If I failed, I would default on my loan with a requirement to repay 3x the loan amount without a corresponding degree from PA school.
Sitting for exams with this knowledge hanging over my head was sometimes unbearable.
Beyond The Classroom
Once you get to clinicals life can either be a joy or hell on earth.
Here is an Example: I had the chance to study under the esteemed tutelage of Dr. Dick during my surgery rotation. He did everything in his power to live up to his name. His pet peeve was a shaky hand on the endoscopy camera (a task often given to students). One of my classmates passed out with said camera in hand in a last-ditch attempt to remove any shaking in her knees. Nothing like waking up on the ground of an operating room with a man by the name of Dr. Dick cursing you up a storm!
Residents could be extremely warm and supportive or slave drivers.
Days could be short and sweet, or long laborious hours or all-nighters.
And yes, during clinicals you still have to find time to study for exams.
Because Your Brain Grows
My 4-year-old daughter reminded me last week that when "I make a mistake my brain grows." I absolutely love this idea and I think it is true... Although this concept is difficult to stomach in the field of medicine where "mistakes" can mean the difference between life and death.
The truth: PA school makes your brain really grow.
Despite the obvious stress, the challenges and the virtual high bar we all must clear. PA school will make a better version of yourself.
Like all brain growth, it can be painful before it is rewarding.
Looking back, I am so glad I pushed through the self-doubt, the mistakes and the difficulties.
The process is at times arduous but if you love medicine, science, puzzles and people, the path is one of total joy and fulfillment.